This site was made for my baby angel Lainey Alexis Quinney who was born still  on November 30 1996 she was 1 lb 10 oz and 13 inches long born at the Royal Alex hospital in Edmonton, Alberta Canada.  She was my first baby who was wanted very much when i found out that i was going to have a baby i was happy and so were my mom and dad because this was there first grand baby  when i was 5 months pregnant i went to the medical clinic for my regular check up the doctor said there was some protein leaking into my urine and that i should not worry. so then he sent me the next time i went to see the doctor he could not find the baby's heart beat so he sent me for a ultrasound to confirm that my baby was gone.  I was sent to edmonton that same day to get induced my angel was born on Nov 30, 1996 it hurt so bad when i got up the next morning it felt like the nurses were going to bring my baby to me.  they wanted to do a autopsy on her but my mom said that she was to small.  we had a wake and services for her at my mom's house. i kept asking god why did he have to take my baby lainey, my brother Lenny helped me through everything and for that i will be forever grateful thank you.

i had a dream of my late kohkom (grandma) on my moms side anyway she was carrying my baby who was wrapped in a yellow blanket and she was holding her i was so happy my baby got to be with her chapan (great grandmother) i love and miss them both.

   Please light a candle for my Angel Baby Lainey it really means alot to me.  






Lainey now has 2 brothers and 2 sisters who know that she is an angel in heaven and that she is watching over us always.





 
sending you butterfly kisses my baby



Oh Great Spirit, 
Whose voice I hear in the wind, Whose breath gives life to the world, Hear me! 
I come to you as one of your many children. 
I am small and weak. 
I need your strength and wisdom. May I walk in beauty. 
Make my eyes behold the red and purple sunset. 
Make my hands respect the things that you have made, 
And my ears sharp to hear your voice. 
Make me wise so that I may know the things 
That you have taught your children-- 
The lessons that you have hidden in every leaf and rock. 
Make me strong, not to be superior to my brothers, but to be 
able to fight my greatest enemy: myself. 
Make me ever ready to come to you with straight eyes, so that 
When life fades as the faded sunset My spirit will come to you without shame

Chief Dan George




                   

This was in her memorial card

Please don't tell them you never got to know me 

It is i whose kicks you will always remember, 
I who gave you heartburn 
that a dragon would envy
I who could'nt seem to tell time
and got your days and nights mixed up
It is I who acknowledged your craving
for peach ice cream by knocking the cold 
bowl off your belly
I who went shopping and helped you pick out 
the "perfect" teddy bear for me 
I who liked to be cradled in your belly and 
rocked off to slumber by the fire 
It is I who never had a doubt about your love 
It is I who was able to put a lifetime of joy
into a instant

Pat Schwiebert





(soar high like the eagle my angel)

Go Rest High On That Mountain 
(Vince Gill)

I know your life on earth was troubled
And only you could know the pain
You werent afraid to face the devil
You were no stranger to the rain

(Chorus)
Go rest high on that mountain
Son, your work on earth is done
Go to heaven a shoutin
Love for the Father and the Son

Oh, how we cried the day you left us
We gathered round your grave to grieve
I wish I could see the angels faces
When they hear your sweet voice sing

Repeat (Chorus)

Go to heaven a shoutin
Love for the Father and the Son.


Remembering

Go ahead and mention my child
the one that died you know.

Don't worry about hurting me further,
the depth of my pain doesn't show.

Don't worry about making me cry,
I'm already crying inside.

Help me to heal by releasing,
the tears that I try to hide.

I'm hurting when you just keep silent,
pretending she didn't exist.

I'd rather you mention my child,
knowing she has been missed.

You asked me how I was doing,
I say "Pretty Good" or "Fine"

But healing is something ongoing,
I feel it will take a lifetime.

Written by
Elizabeth Dent











your brothers and sisters miss you so much

Your my angel

You're my angel, you see me through
Believe in me, I'll believe in you
Oh fill my heart from your loving well
You're my angel

Pick me up when I'm feeling down
When I stumble on shaky ground
Oh you;re my answer when I cant tell
You're my angel

Oh you take me up to heaven
When you spread your loving wings

When I am weary and way behind
When I am clearly out of my mind
Oh when I find I'm in my hell
You're my angel
Oh you're my angel 

Brooks and Dunn



i am going to tell you a dream that my late kohkom (grandmother) had when my lainey went to heaven she told me on the day of the funeral she told me in cree here goes she was sleeping in moms room and she woke to hear children laughing so she looked to the ceiling only it was the clouds, she moved the clouds apart and she could see a little girl with ponytails looking down at her and smiling only she wasnt a baby she was older to this day i still think that it was her way of telling us she got there safely when she told me i started crying all over again oh how i miss my baby

        
      
On the day God took you 
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious one

Lainey Alexis Quinney

I would like to thank Nancy Davis for the Tawow graphic and the fancy dancer graphic Hiy Hiy (thank you)


Please visit my chapan's (great grandfather's site)

www.dewey-dion.memory-of.com